Anything.

If I could do anything, without limits of time, money, responsibility, or talent, these would probably top my list:

• Follow The Phantom of the Opera across the state (if not farther).
• Sing in a rock band.
• Perform one night as Christine.
• Buy a house and build a savings account for repairs, lawn care, and housekeeping. The house would have a fenced-in backyard, a huge bathtub, and space for a playroom.
• Play the piano.
• Pay everything off.
• Read all the Best American Poetry volumes over a year (30+, I think).
• Build a book of poetry and try to publish it.
• Write a book of short stories and try to publish it.
• Write a novel and try to publish it.
• Send Josh and his mom to football and basketball games.
• Take Oliver to outdoor concerts, partly to prepare him for theatre.
• Lose all my extra weight.
• Read all my waiting magazines.
• Walk into Barnes and buy everything I want.
• Walk into Sephora and buy everything I want.
• Stay at the Mast Farm Inn by myself for two nights.
• Use up my stationery on special letters.